Jalan2 and wls di kl

Semalam aku and wife pergi ke gomobile 2010 kat klcc. Aku ingat byk phone tp takde sgt. Ingat nk cari baju utk samsung galaxy tab aku. Frust jugak.

We walked hand in hand. We held hands and that was good. Could never do that in kelantan. We went for shopping. She looked happy as always kalau dah shopping. Probably I should do these kind of things more often. I never like to shop. In fact I hate it. But things need to change. I consider that as investment.

I love her. Love her so much. But the thoughts and the memories remain. That scares me. I can only pray ..... No no no. I think pray is not enough. I have to spend more time with her and hmmm do things together even though I hate these shopping thingy. I know we love each other but I don't have full trust. Is that normal? That bugs me. A lot.

That evening, back to wls meeting. She came a little late. Wearing her pink dress. She as always look great and hot. In the meeting, some how I got a feeling that I need to do the business for me and not for her. One of the reason, is for her recognition of me. Another reason, if shit happen s and she left me. I got the money and beside time, money is the greater healer.